Ostracism
today I am despondent again
life's too short to endure
your ostracism of me any more.
Whilst you deny me love
my sweet life ebbs away
I have less time for life than you
and none of it to waste -
yet you continue to procrastinate.
And stagnant is my heart
without your ripple
without my tender mouth to kiss
your heavenly nipple
I cannot be a man.
You disinherit me of life
with your cold, cold eyes.
My only wish, to fall asleep
to angelic lullabies
And all I get is an ungrasping hand
and threats of goodbyes
when I ask you my chances
you rely with alibis
and cutting, icy glances
my bosom bursts with
bubble gum romances.
Tuesday 5th Jan 1999